Hurt
Hold me close, never let me go
Dont give up on me
Its the weight of the world
Love me like you should
Accept me the way i am
scars and all
Everyone wants to be loved
Spoil me with your mind and soul
When you look at me,
dont be so quick to look away
See into my eyes and i will bare my soul
Through the darkness
i wish i was different,
i wish i wasnt me
i wish it wasnt true
i wish i was free of you
Copyright ©2007 Leanne Baines
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Little child inside
Your still an inspiration to me
your smile holds a thousand words untold
a single tear falls with every word spoken
i feel you deep within my heart and soul
I hold you tight within me scared to let you go
forever watching me
an angel upon my shoulders
when you smile it is the greatest joy
You will be there forever
you understand me
i can hear you, when my heart beats, when i take a breath
when i cry you comfort me
Dont give up
you burn like a candle in the dark
You guide me
I will let you out one day, for all to see
they will see the pain, the torment
how i really feel
why i shed a tear over small things
Most of all, why i love and care about people
Copyright ©2007 Leanne Baines
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Gentle Soul
Gracefully passing by
A simple message that says i care
Gentle to talk too
Gentle to look at
So many love you
Not because they are lonely
but because they see the beautiy of your spirit, of your soul
your caring nature and your understanding
the time you devote to everyone
Always remember you have a home
a home filled with lillies and a paperback book
somewere to sit and feel calm
filled with the feeling of knowing you are special
A window that looks out onto many mountains
clouds shyly drifting on by
When you close you eyes
there will be no worry
a lullby of wind chimes as you slowly drift off to sleep
Copyright ©2007 Leanne Baines
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Random
A fleeing thought
A breeze upon your soul
A laugh that make thousands laugh with you
A smile that whispers softly on your skin
A wrinkle that shows just how wise you are
that twinkle in someones eye
A slight of hand that brushes the hair of your face
A kiss on your forehead
A gentle touch upon your shoulder
I care, people care, love the things that have happened and look forward to the things that havent
Copyright ©2007 Leanne Baines
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Losing to gain
Wrapped in invisible flesh
Blind to protruding bones
Unable to see past the sickness
Pretty minds, pretty souls
Pretty hearts, pretty girls
Trying to fill a void with emptiness
A chronic disappearing act
An unseen world where the winners are still losing
Damaged minds, damaged souls
Damaged hearts, damaged girls
Unable to see a beauty that radiates from someplace deep inside
We destroy the physical until it fades into the nothingness that lies within
Wearing smiles like armor and laughter as a shield
Deflecting the love, concern, questions of others
Staying silent while the girl inside screams
Crazy minds, crazy souls
Crazy hearts, crazy girls
Psychosis limited to our reflections
Hatred limited to ourselves
To our souls, our mistakes, our inner being
And misdirected to our bodies
Pain that swells until we can no longer feel it
Feel love
Feel joy
Feel human
Feel anything
Grey hair, rotting smiles
Fuzzy flesh, broken bones
Ugly minds, ugly souls
Ugly hearts, ugly girls
Too obsessed with perfection to see the beauty that once was
Too focused on the make believe to see the perfect reality that could have been
And too blinded by the quest to see our dreams torn away
We are left to become that which we fear the most
Dying minds, dying souls
Dying hearts, dying girls
Copyright ©2007 Sofia
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I have no wealth or treasures
Nor the solution to your ailments
Nor the key to happiness
To offer you
Only love.
This is not a lustful love
Nor is it sexual or romantic
Nor friendly or reserved for family
It is honest and true
It does not come with conditions
And it expects nothing in return
It is a love that comes from deep within
Neither obtained nor developed
But born with me
And interlocked with my being
A love for all of them
Who strive for nothing more than to be decent people
In spite of the flaws that make them human
And wish for nothing in return
But the chance to feel true happiness
A love for those who mean well, mean no harm
Mean to bring about change, big or small
Mean to do good, and regret the bad
A love for those who feel this same love that I do
Copyright ©2007 Sofia
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